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I am so tired today!! I run a very hectic schedule, and to be honest today I really feel like I must put my hands up and surrender. I am married with two beutiful kids. I have a son who is fourteen years old and a daughter who is two years old. My family life is beautiful. I love it but it is also very demanding. I feel as I am always on the run and watching the time very closely or I would be late to some appointment. I know there are many of you that are on the same boat except that there are a couple of other things I attend to. I take care of both my parents who are very ill, and going thru so many medical problems. Let me start with my father who has been on life support for the last six months. Although he health has gotten a little better he depends on a machine in order to survive. My mother on the other hand is a dyalisis patient. She gets dyalisis three times a week and everyday is a fight for survival. She has lost her eye sight and can no longer walk. It is so hard to see people who you love so much cripple that way. So for the last ten years of my life I have been through a roller coster and it seems harder and harder to hold on tight. To be honest I am scare of the unknown and the fact that both my parents will not be around for much longer. That is why today I am so tired I just need a moment to recover and continue running around.