Aug 27 2008
Test Results
I went to get some lab exams several of them the results are not in. I am very inpatient I wish results were faster. As I still feel like really sick as if someone had hit me with a baseball bat. As I had mention before I have suffer from blood clots in the past and my doctor said the blood clot could be reoccuring. The first time I had them I did not do much research I just took the medication. Not that I did not care but I could not deal with the problem at the time. As time has gone by I undestand a little bit more about my medical condition. To star with I now have a name which is Pulmonary Embolism. When I first heard it, it just did not register what I had. As I sit here typing I wish this was not happening I feel so alone. Many memories come to my mind. Last time I got sick my father was there for me. He visited me at the hospital and never left my side. After when I was home he took care of me as if I was a baby. He use to take me to my doctors appointments and cooked for me, and to realize he is not here with me makes it even harder. I will never get over this pain because I loved my father so much. Although I have my family I feel as if something is missing. My routine of visiting him at the hospital are gone and I miss those days a lot.
