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I am seriously surprise every time I really put attention to my surroundings.  I mean my son is fourteen-years old, it feel as if it was just yesterday when he was born.  In a way I feel depress and kind of down knowing that may be I have miss so much of my son growing up.  When I was pregnant with him I was nineteen years old and to be honest I didn’t have a clue of reality.  My parents where there for me when my son was born and so I depended on them to take of my son.  I honestly regret so many things I did in the past and I wish I could fix.  My son after all  is a very good kid, he has turn out to be  a real character.   I am so proud of him because he works so hard.  My son has ADDH and to tell you the truth it was hard for me to understand why it happen to him.  Not a lot of people have a clue of how those kinds of kids suffer.   Kids like him have to work harder just so they can have a normal life.  As time has gone by I feel so bad for not understanding him as he was growing up.  Not only did I not understand him but I wished so much that he was a regular normal kid.  At this point in life, I  feel so bless to have him as my son.  God has his way of teaching us and my son has though me so much……

Today is only Wednesday and I just feel so tired.  Lately everything I do takes me double the time and really takes a lot of effort to complete any task.  I feel as if I haven’t really  recover from my ordeal with the shingles.  I have been running out of breath too and I just do not wan to panic but I just don’t feel old self.  What I have notice is that ever since that occasion my body is just not recover.  I am taking vitamins and try to rest, but no matter how much rest I get I still feel tired.  In the mornings I use to get up and exercise for at lest twenty minutes or more, but know the word exercise in non existence.  My son or my husband have to get me up and call me several times just so that I get really for work.  I feel as my life is a disaster and is taking its toll.  I feel so young but my body responds differently.  I need to get some help fast…..

After a couple of days of my friends husband high-jacked, I came to find out the he was carrying RED BULL drinks on his trailer. The thieves took about $40,000 worth of merchandise. So the question that I have is were do this people store so much merchandise. I guess this thieves are professional,no good for nothing, anyway to be able to high-jacket a big rig and to know how to drive it, it takes work. My friend’s husband was detain for about four hours until the thieves unload the truck. My friend is still shaken by the whole situation, but I am upset very upset. I called those thieves cowards sons of ____, I guess with that’s all the work they know how to do. I really hope they get caught, and get punish. There is no person in this world that deserves to be put through such horror. But you know I don’t care so much that they took the merchandise, but I am upset at how the situation was handle.

My husband and I bought a house about three weeks ago and I had not seen the house until this past weekend.  My husband was loosing sleep over the house, so I was under the impression that the house was beautiful.   I was not wrong the house has everything we have ever wished for and more.  The house we live in right now is not the best but it has serve its purpose so far.  I enjoy leaving in my old house but wished it was in a better part of town.  The new house is about and hour and half away from were we currently live which is not bad at all.  The plan right now is for me to finish my court reporting school and then we will move to the new house.  For the mean time the new house will serve us as our vacation home.   I really like the idea because we were able to purchase a nice home in a very nice area for a low price.  If our plans do go smoothly as plan, I should be enjoying my new house in about three years.  Yeah!!! three years sounds like a lot but it really isn’t that bad, I can wait….

After a couple of days of my friends husband high-jacked, I came to find out the he was carrying RED BULL drinks on his trailer.   The thieves took about $40,000 worth of merchandise.  So the question that I have is were do this people store so much merchandise.  I guess this thieves are professional,no good for nothing, anyway to be able to high-jacket a big rig and to know how to drive it, it takes work.  My friend’s husband was detain for about four hours until the thieves unload the truck.  My friend is still shaken by the whole situation, but I am upset very upset.  I called those thieves cowards sons of ____, I guess with that’s all the work they know how to do.  I really hope they get caught, and get punish.  There is no person in this world that deserves to be put through such horror.  But you know I don’t care so much that they took the merchandise, but I am upset at how the situation was handle. 

Oh boy!! a day never goes by without so much excitement.  Yesterday was one crazy day, my brother was taken into jail because he broke his probation.  He did not reported with the probation officer as he should of done.  My mother’s doctor calls me and tell me that my mother is crying uncontrollably and does not know what is the matter.  Minutes later my step brother gives me the news of my brother, and that mom had just found out through my sister-in-law.  And so as I sit at work wondering why people are so stupid about giving bad news to a person who is getting dialysis.  My mom would have not known anything but she had to be inform in the most cruel way.  How can I approach the subject? what do I say that could make my mother better?  Exactly there in nothing I can do accept tell her that everything will be okay.

My friend’s husband was high-jacked and taken hostage today.  He is a truck driver and well they do carry a lot of merchandise that robbers might see interesting.  The good thing was that he was not harm.  My friend usually talks to him about every hour just to see how he is doing or just to chat.  But this morning she kept on trying to call his cell phone  and there was no answer.  She did tell me that it was not normal for him not to answer his phone.  Then at lunch time a call came came in at the office and it was her husband.   The load he was carrying this morning had been taken from him along with his wallet and cell phone.  I had never seen my friend panic so much.  She couldn’t even tell me what was happening and was shaking trying to look through her purse.  To calmed her down I helped her getting her wallet and things so that she could contact the credit card companies.  I felt so bad for her, how can people do such horrible thing.

I had to work today and so the weekend seem so small. I guess I can complain I was able to make a little bit of money. In this economy how can someone complain about working I am bless. But on the other hand I feel as if I am not putting enough time into my school. On Monday and Tuesday I have test and I barely have time to study for them. I am studying court reporting and hope to finish it in a couple of years. I have just completed one year and let me tell you it doesn’t get any easier. Well nothing in life is easy but I believe that hard work does pay off. In a way I have and obsession in the career I feel the more I know the more I want to be there. The court reportintig career is hard but I love every aspect of it. The pressure the is involve is just too much to be able to explain it. I sure admire court reporters now they do a great job.

Its only Monday and my workplace is a disaster already. One of my co-workers got into a motorcycle accident last night. My boss received a call last night informing him about the accident. My co-worker is not jus any employee he is a doctor. The schedule is made weeks in advance and patient need to make appoinments to come in. The nightmare right now is geeting people to move to other days or to other offices. When we call on patients to informed then of the happenning and to move the appointment to other days they seriously act so unselfish. As if we had plan the accident and want to move their appointments. This morning as I was trying to explain to a patient what had happen she hung up her phone. Then minutes latter she calls and asks the same question. It gives me a headache to have to deal with those kinds of people. I wish the week was already over right now.

At least for me the weekend is over.  I feel I didn’t get a chance to rest or study for school exams.  This morning I went to church and went to see my father at the cemetary I had a great plan to come home and rest.  Unfortunely, I got home and found some creatures in my beans!!!! Yes, my beans were invaded by some mosquitos.  I didn’t know how it happen.  All I know is that my sister cooked the beans on Friday and when I went to fry the beans I some mosquitos swimming in the beans.  Honestly it was gross!!  so I took up the job of cleaning the rest of the beans to make sure there was no mosquitos.  It took me four hours just to clean everything because we buy in bulk I had to check many bags of beans.  I love to have food handy so I buy in bulk but this is made think twice about storing so many things of food at one time.