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Well as of Wednesday,lent begin which means that for forty days some people will try to sacrafice a little giving up certain things or foods they most enjoy. My friend who says is a Catholic ask me what I was giving up. Well, this year I didn’t give up food like other years because this year I just want to focus on being a better human being. I want to make a difference in my life and the life of others. I want to grow and learn more from my mistakes. Not only seeing them but also acting upon them to change. For the most part I consider myself a nice person somone who can be friendly and who had an open mind. I have a very tiny circle of friends and I want to keep it that way. The reason being is that I don’t socialize a lot and the friends who I have know now that. They like my attitude and like me as how I am. But I know I can do better I mean I don’t have to be friends with the everyone, but I know that I could make a difference if I just have a positive attitude towards life..

I was looking at some photos on People Magazine and Brad and Angelina make a good couple. I am not sure why why Brad and Jennifer divorse. They also seem very good together. Some of my friends especulate that one of the reasons Brad left was because he wanted to be a dad. I don’t know if that is true or not ,but if that is true I would have had all the kids Brad wanted. He looks like a great father and a great partner to have. No matter how much my friends dissaproves of Brad and Angie. I really admire them and wish them the best. I always look for news about them and their kids. They show so much love for the kids, and they make beautiful babies. On the other hand I was looking at photos of Jennifer with that guy whatver his name is, but they look like an odd couple to me. If she really wants to have a family, she really needs to look for someone who is a little more mature…

Well, I went to court today and I wish I could tell you about the case but I don’t know the outcome yet. Maybe by tomorrow I will know the veredict but for the meantime I am just dying to find out. Anyways I was supposed to be at court for just a few hours but I got stuck there until late afternoon. I really wanted to stay until the end, but I had to go to work. My friend stayed there so I have been calling him to find out what happened. It seems like he knows I will be calling him because he is not answering his phone. And I forgot to ask for permission from my employer to go to court, I just thought I would be sneaky and he wouldn’t notice. He did notice because we got to work at the same time????? I just told him the truth what else was there to do. He understand my school situation so he was completely cool about it. I guess I am just lucky!!!

Well, today I was listening to the latest news about the octomom,the hospital has announce that they will to give her,her children until she has a home to place all the kids. I seriously thing that the doctor who implanted her should help her with all the babies. Was the doctor on drugs? shouldn’t there be a protocol that doctors follow. If he knew this woman already had six children, what was he thinking? I don’t think he cared about her health or the children’s health. This comes to show that he only cared about making money. Well, surprise,surprise this woman cannot take care of all those kids. As married mother who has a stable job and owns a home having two kids is a big resposibility. How in the world is she going to provide for all those babies. She really needs to see a mental doctor, really soon, before she goes and gets pregnant again?????

I completely dislike shopping at Walmart but that is the only place that I have found cheap eggs. I have a big family to take care of, and I must always look around for best buys. The only place where I have found cheap eggs an other things is at Walmart. The store is okay the people who tend to go there is the problem. I usually do my shopping either early in the morning or late in the evenings when children are asleep. I use to go after work and that was the worse time. It seemed like everyone went at the same time and the place is a mess. Most of the time children are crying, to many people waiting to pay, and then there are people who can’t find their money when it gets time for them to pay…..

This weekend I went crazy in the kitchen. I cooked spagetti sauce from scratch. It took me along time but the outcome was great. My family is picky and I was kind of afraid they would not like it, but they loved it an approved of my recipe. Well, not really a friend of mine was nice to share her family secrets. The spagetti sauce is not expensive but no matter which brand I buy, I can always taste a bitterness. Maybe is just me but my family agreed with me and suggested I keep on doing spagetti sauce from scratch. Not so fast though, I found that its a lot of work or maybe because it was my first time cooking spagetti sauce. I love cooking and if I had more time I would defenitely do it more often. I love to see my family enjoying my food.

After a few days of rain the city were I live is full of pot holes. It happens time after time and all the city does is cover them instead of getting the problem fixed. I live in th City of Santa Ana and is consider a poor section in Orange County. I work in a near city and the streets get fix and refix even if its not needed. I see streets being renewed time after time. My question is why can the streets in Santa Ana get fixed??? Don’t we pay taxes or is what is going on. I wish to hear an answer soon ever since I moved to this city I see so many problems that are left unresolved. This city would be beautiful with a little help from the residents and the city counsil. There is so much potential but nobody seems to care. After all many of the residents are of Hispanic heritage, and many don’t complain so what worries would the city have to fix the problems???? For beginners,streets need to get fixed!!!!!!

Today is my fifteen wedding aniversary. I can believe how fast time has gone by, really it feels like it was just yesterday my husband and I married. Back then we had nothing we were so young we didn’t think of anything exept that we wanted to spend our time together. So far we have manage to stay together and have worked out through a lot of problems. I never though that we would make it this far. Although we had our good times we have defenitely had our share of bad problems. My husband and I are very commited to the relationship, but we know that this could end tomorrow things are not forever as we sometimes wish. For the time being we are together and we are happy,tomorrow is another story and will have to wait until then to see how everything works out.

I am so exited and so happy because I finally completed passes my exams. Its too complicated to explain but I had to take this class three times. Is not like any other class this is about taking test at a certain speed on a court reporting machine. A couple of weeks ago, I was so fustrated with the class that I almost quit school. But then something inside me said no way, you are going to make it. I was so angry at myself I have been putting so many things on hold to just quit cold turkey. So because I am not a quiter and I am not going to take it to the end today I was able to see that I can do it. I am so extremely exited but the on the other hand I still have a lot to accomplish. This road of court reporting is one of the hardest careers. The challege is bigger than I ever though, but I know that if I want to suceed I must stay focus…

After only a few day of working out, I feel great. Back in the days when I was younger and I was not attending college, I use to wake up at 4:30 in the morning go out for a morning run. Later as time went on I was getting up at 5:00 in the morning still I was able to go for a morning run plus do hald hour of weight lifting. Although I was doing a lot of working out I never saw myself slim. Now since I have been in school and work I barely have time to do anything. I am so tired that working out was not in my to do list. But I have notice how much tired I feel and tend to eat the same as when I used to workout. So I made a decision that I have to get into the habit of working out again maybe not as much as I use to or not as many days. But I would like to at least workout three times a week. My goal is to get back in shape and try to eat heathier. I really need to do this for my health and because after all ” I LOVE BEING ALIVE”